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I have this really fond memory 
I must have been 18/19. 
And we would just sit in the car and talk till late both in the front seat.
I could try to remember what we would talk about but I dont remember 

Hours I think would pass, and it would be time to drop her off, we would just be in the neighborhood anyways
Her parents thinking that we were off somewhere else 

We were both optimistic about the future 
Us both graduating soon

I would start the car and drive a little and then we were there

The memory is as follows:

Ok time to go now I have to go before curfew. She would open the door as if to leave but then shut it. 
Did I find it? Is this love? 

I would then laugh I think
U really got to go 
She refused. 

I think we would even do that thing were partners would kiss and then say goodbye and then kiss again 

Maybe we both were on a loop. 
Just on a loop in a car kissing and saying goodbye 
Then false alarm 
One more kiss 

I have to go!
She would then exit. 

I would drive off. 
And That is the memory. 


I don't know what she saw in me. Maybe my hair. Maybe a body. I don't know. It was a weird thing. We had our issues. 

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Edit: she would open the door or she would lock herself in and look at me